Monday, January 30, 2012

Response 1, Week 2

Response to Drika's free write

Writer’s block? I sit here now I began to ponder on the mythical entity known as writer’s block. Of course there is nothing special about the word writer, or so I thought. A writer as defined by Webster is somebody who enjoys writing. Enjoyment? Can there be such a thing as raw enjoyment in putting words on the paper? Surely not! No one enjoys writing for hours on end, and then you get that annoying cramp around your wrist that runs up your middle finger. Wait maybe it’s not in the enjoyment in the physicality of writing but rather the enjoyment of using words. Playing with nouns and verbs, making them perform like little marionettes on a college ruled stage. Yes this is the enjoyment that Webster speaks of. Now to the next portion of this entity: block. The first definition of the word spoke of a solid piece of a hard substance. No this isn’t the meaning I was looking for; I’ve already come to the conclusion that it is not a physical thing. Ah this definition is interesting it reads: failure to remember something. Yes this is the definition I was looking for. So writer’s block can be defined as the affliction of someone who enjoys writing but had forgotten how. How to write? No that’s not what it means at all, it’s not physical thing. Perhaps they have forgotten the enjoyment. Yes that’s it they have forgotten how to enjoy writing. They have forgotten how to pull the strings that make the nouns and verbs leap across the page. They have forgotten the fun that can be found in verse, in prose, in scripts. Yes that is writer’s block, the buzz kill of literature. Now the question is. How do you defeat it? Hmm. . . now is not the time though. I have an appointment with fun. Excuse me.


Writers block? Like, a writer stop?

Hold on hold on, was a writer shot?
Cause if we talking bout the same thing
Youre not the balla with a social glacier melting through yo damn chain
Youre that honors student who couldn’t stop writing about that, that, that thing
Town lawn expert Will, even offer to make you soup outta road kill
Or the feeling of running down a gray hill next to a landfill
Now that’s spring
High school flings that didn’t mean a thing
That’s Love
Wiping without a pinky for your gift from above
That’s Real
Writers block I’m convinced is something writers invent
Create your own cell, have a new story to tell
Avoid red button discussions, like kissing cousins
Ever thought about a cousin to kiss?
Chill, blizzard an unfilled notebook is not a thing resist
Calling for your markings, stabs, jabs and slices it wants you to explore like
A girl twice your age
Speak to the notebook
If it responds let the pen roll out your palm
Nothing?
You fronting, you didn’t tell it enough for it to reply with something
Or at least that’s my answer
But who am I to speak
I'm the one waiting till the end of the week
thats weak
that meek
but that aint we
or me, or you
what to do, what to do?

Drika, I really like this post because I constantly find myself having “writers block.” Usually what happens to me is that I start off big (something warned not to do) or I start with an end point instead of just writing to write, and getting good enough at writing that the topics I want to write about are supercharged by the legitimacy of own good writing. This improv-piece I did above (which is not my actual improv I just got inspired) is another strategy I sue to try and break out of writers block. I just see how I can play around with words concepts; try to incorporate the problem I’m facing into a piece. I hope you can look at this and get inspired somehow someway.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Junk 1-4, Week 2

Sir, do you believe in god? Sure. Then you're in the wrong place.


Yes, I have naught for want.
- Netflix mess up


Lonely smart girls. Look, lil ones big ones, its like a pumpkin patch of virgins
-Fez on "That 70's Show"

When you're young, not much matters. When you find something that you care about, then that's all you got. When you go to sleep at night you dream of pussy. When you wake up it's the same thing. It's there in your face. You can't escape it. Sometimes when you're young the only place to go is inside. That's just it - fucking is what I love. Take that away from me and I really got nothing
-Telly from the movie "Kids"

Monday, January 23, 2012

Response 2, Week 1

Osa post

"What you share with the world is what it keeps of you"

Noah and the Whale, "Give a Little Love"


Why have humans been so concerned with the “impact” or the “legacy” we leave behind? This has been a something I have always struggled with and when Professor Davidson said on the second day of class that he wants to move us away from writing for a “end point” or some kind of ultimate telos this thought got brought back up in my head. Great writers just write and they practice at it so that when they publish something, something they may not even like, the work still leaves readers leaving with that wow effect; where you finish reading the piece of poetry or prose and your mouth is hanging open, maybe even a little spit collecting in the corner of your mouth. Great men and women may have had a goal they were working towards but it wasn’t for some great glamour or fame, they just really wanted to end poverty or write a poem about vultures. But in the end, getting back to Noah and the Wale, these great people are sharing something and those who are receiving this shared knowledge, gift, etc, will know what was contributed.

Response 1, Week 1

Kay’s Post:

I was watching The Big Bang Theory.

“I couldn’t find you guys so I bought six new friends. Three sadly are dead.”

Raj was referencing the six pack of beer he bought while waiting for his friends to return home.

I find this show has its moments, but this quote reminds me of a Mobb Deep song called “drink away the pain”. Mobb deep is a rap group from Queens, rising to fame in the mid 90’s for their debut album “Shook Ones”. Their song drink away the pain deals with alcohol being like a female partner helping to ease the daily stress of living in Queens Bridge. Prodigy, the main rapper in the group, loses his friends to drug related wars on a constant basis. Whether it be by the gun or the handcuffs of a cop. Prodigy like many others in his hood are just trying to make a daily living in the poverty plagued streets of Queens, NY. Raj loses three friends, Prodigy gets a new one every time he cracks a bottle of EJ, or at least has an inebriated moment of clarity remembering all of the fallen soldiers that were also his comrades. Which brings up a larger issue of alcoholism and how many people do try to drink away the pain, and that is sometimes the only secure thing in their life , unless they run out of money, but in my experience, people who are alcoholics always find a way. I had look at this post before and just laughed thinking of Raj saying this, but then I really had a reflective moment and this is what came to mind.

Reading Response 1, Week 1

P. 98 of ABC Madden uses this short sentences to show the reader the relationship between Carol and her kids. When Jack hits Tim Carol says “ Tim ran out of the house, whimpering. Not to me. Just away from him.” When I read this I stopped and had a wow moment to myself; with fourteen words and three sentences Madden shows how Carol and Tim do not have the relationship that you would usually see in a boy and his mom when the father is acting up. I would like to start writing short sentences that can still pack a punch, but what I noticed was Madden’s build up to the situation, with Jack hitting Tim. I find that the story moves so slow because there are a lot of short sentences, as opposed to these long descriptive fast paced sentences, that usually come in when there is not as much dialog or descriptions of people talking. Another point I saw this was when there in the name of the search party leader Thyre Mann. Carol feels that the world of men constantly approach women as objects, and here we have a woman leading the search party for a missing woman and her name- at first reading- sounds like They are man, or their man. There is the reversal of roles in the little details he decides to choose. Madden is really making me look at the little parts and mechanics of building a story.

Free Entry 1, Week 1

Carrollton sucks, point blank Jack Daniels no chaser black hole sucks. New Yorkers have this sixth sense, the ability to see through bullshit- like a cabby taking an extra long route to your house-and that’s what I feel I’m knee dip in here. This is not a personal attack on the people of Carrollton, I’m just keeping it real. There is nothing to do here, I’m used to Bodega’s and loosey’s, brothas on the block sippin fortys, not college students standing in front of the watering hole waiting for their next prey. My friends and family tell me “find some activities,” some of them don’t seem to understand that riding the train to Brooklyn and back vulnerable to attack from any shady character acting asleep in the corner seat was my part of my activities; plopping on my couch, knees feeling like a stretched out shirt, cause I just ran from 125th home, was what made my day, not going to the game room playing basketball with an avatar I barely know. No Schomburg, No dirty Chinese spots, no street preachers, no dollar dutches- they act like they’re imported from Cuba or something – just the Ingram library, Z6, payed educators, and gas stations. what did I get myself into?